April 23, 2002




So, yeah. My back really itches...a lot. And my chest itches...a lot. That and I got glasses. For me eyeballs that is
Maybe it's these darned glasses that are making me itch so much...Hmmm...could be...

Tomorrow I get to go to Columbus at 6:30 in the morning. That is, I have to be at the high school at 6:30 am. Oh Joy! Oh Rapture! So then, I suppose that sleep is at hand. Wait a second- I just thought of how convenient this whole day field trip will be: tonight, I don't have to do any homework!!! So, sincerely now folks: Oh Joy!!! Oh Rapture!!! What more could a girl ask for?



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Damn.


Remember how I was just super happy? Well, my bi-polarness is kicking in again and I have suddenly become aware of a frightening realization that may alter my life...oh...not again...Why oh why...Dammit...I hate it when I don't think, and make stupid decisions like this. It happens all the time. All the time. All the time. I wish that I was really seclusive and no one knew anything about me. I wish that things were how they were last summer. So much innocence. Yet so much curiosity. What went wrong. Where did I end up? Shit. I've gone and done it again.