{painful sigh, with a faint hint of longing}

Oh me on my. Those are probably the only words that can describe how I feel at the present moment. Oh. Me. Oh. My. Yep, that's about it. I am lonesome and fatigued. I am sorry and grieved. I try. I am brittle and weak. I am humble and meek. I try and I try. I am sore and bleeding. I am praying and pleading. I try and I try and I try. I am learining and thinking. I am dying and sinking. I try and I try and I try and I try. I am listening and hearing. I am fretting and fearing. I try and I try and I try and I try and I try. I am working and respecting. I am loosing and rejecting. I try and I try and I try and I try and I try and I try. I am longing and weeping. I am searching and seeking. I am I am trying and trying and trying and trying and trying and trying and trying and trying and trying...broken.